I don’t know why I put up with his bull shit for that long. why did I think I deserved that. Why did I like him for that long. What the fuck did I see in him. Because I sit here and ask myself all those questions and I can’t answer them. All I know is that emptiness takes control when that’s all you have. And all I can think about is that . That’s why we allow such shitty ppl to be part of our lives at a point of our lives. Because we have nothing else to fill us up so we allow shit…& at the end it was all a failure.
Where will we all end up ? The world is so big. I just want to wander.